Oh, most likely it was the thing about your relationship that made her panic. Anyway, I think she should have talked about it with you just as it started, that’s what people in a relationship usually do. Maybe she was too afraid to hurt you but at the end she made it worse.
I see, I don’t like fighting either and it gets difficult when you always try to reach a compromise or make concessions just to avoid a fight. In the end you realize you can’t be yourself with this person. Maybe it was the reason you broke up, she realized it’s too hard for her to be honest with you and to avoid fighting.
Yes, she should have warned you at least. It was all so unexpected and that’s why it hurts so badly.
Too bad you can’t change your feelings for a person. From the logical point of view the if you love her let you go-thing is right, but I imagine in practice it’s too difficult. But it’s really great you don’t hate her and don’t have to regret your relationship. After all you both were happy and she still wants you to be happy and doesn’t want to hurt you so much. Maybe later she’ll understand her mistakes too, and you’ll talk about it some day when you feel the need to.
It’s good you have a lot of other things to do to distract yourself, especially the dancing and music which you enjoy. And I’m really glad you have friends there who make you feel loved.
do you ever just wanna message someone and say hi but it’s been like a couple months since you last spoke so it’s like awkward because you dont know if they even want to talk to you anymore anyway and just
it makes me feel better knowing she’s an assassin